1989: My grandmother died
1999-2003 and 2005 - 2006: the "oh no one will ever love me" depressions (most of us have been there I guess)
2004: a fight in snowy streets including me beeing thrown down on the street and me giving a guy the first and only slap I ever gave.
2007 - 2010: Yay at least I have a sweet boyfriend eventhough he doesn´t do anything on V-Day
2011: a paper heart from a gay friend
2012: a valentines day breakfast, a plant that will hopefully blossom soon, 3 cards (ok, two were from children:-), 3 roses and a little bag of candy from unknown sources and John wants to get some chinese food for us tonight!
Iam thrilled to actually have sort of a REAL Valentines Day for the first time in my life!!! (though the paper heart 2011 was very very sweet, too!)
If you have someone to love, LOVE!
If you don´t: Things will evolve and get better little by little!