The perfect bikini

Why is it so hard to find a cute Vintage-looking Bikini Repro in my size? It really sucks.

I don´t want a triangle bra - those thingies can´t keep up with my boobs
I don´t want to wear something low-waisted.
I don´t want a thong

Leave all this out and you just get vintage ones which I´d hate to wear and have them bleach out or fall apart.

The bikini of my dreams is high-waisted, has a slight bullet form, barely any stretch and is either sailor or hawaaian style. Nothng you can find in your bikini-store next door. And it shouldn´t be too expensive or from a store that only takes credit cards. I have the image of the perfect bikini in my head. If I could I´d start a own collection * lol*

Today I´ll drive back to John! I look soooo much forward to it. I´ll start to work again tommorow.